And... 👇

That's How I love - 

From the deepest abyss of my being, a point whose

origin l don't even know...

I love like there's no tomorrow.
So much so that when your thought pops up in my head, which happens so very often, I feel a tug where my heart is, as though someone is pulling it down towards my stomach.

Down..

Down..

Further down..

I feel an emptiness where my heart was supposed to be. As though it has gone missing. 

Is that when you miss someone??

And when you occupy my thoughts constantly every second, is it my fault or yours? 

Are my thoughts picking you or are you walking into them? 

Are you refusing to leave or am l refusing to let go of you? 

Can you blame me for wanting you everytime you barge into my thoughts? 

Can you imagine how difficult it is to not act upon my thoughts everytime you are in it?

That's How I love.

Persistently...

Passionately...

Profoundly...

Because you are the light that floods my eyes and
soul. And when you aren't around, I'm blinded
but with an imprint in the shape of you behind my
eyelids. A strong memory of what once was and of
what won't be any more that same memory, until next time...

And I'll hang on to that shadowy imprint of you for as long as it takes... For that's how I love...

#live.. #love... #prosper ...
~Abhishek Bose...

18th November... His Special Day....

18th November.. 

He was meeting she after 1yr 1month and 22 days... 

It was early in the morning... He was standing in the bus stand waiting... and after sometime, He got a call from she to ask where he was... And it started with " Han dikh gya tu " ... 
That's when He saw She ...

She was wearing a white and blue t-shirt with black jeans and a red jacket to complete with her Golden sandals... 

He got her glance, it was mesmerizing. An awestruck him! For that moment it was all like saudade.
And he did the thing he does the best... He became numb... Numb coz of the aura that she had.... 

His thoughts were interrupted by she asking he if it was necessary to put on the helmet n he just nodded coz he was still lost in her eyes and smiled... 
 Later she added " tjhe kya hua bol Kyun nai rha? "

And he nodded again... She was struggling a bit with the helmet strap and finally, he helped her out.... 

The bike ride started... His heartbeats were at its peak as his veins would burst any moment...

They came to his house... At first, he hesitated to sit beside her thinking what would she think... They were talking general kinds of stuff... There were some light moments with awkward laughs while watching  some random comedy videos... 

Then there was lunch... Lakeside talks and selfies .. some more rides which he was cherishing to the fullest... He was living his dream... He might have thought "is it a dream?". But it was real.

Time always grows green! The evening started with some more talks... Then went on to a drive to a shopping mall where they both did some shopping... By that time he was now feeling comfortable around her, there was no more such hesitation... Some more selfies, pictures and moments... They were walking side by side holding hands giggling and sharing all happy moments together... There was a time when he told she that he wanted to show a middle finger to everyone who is seeing them holding hands and walking together to which she handled maturely and said let's enjoy ourselves... 

Time was running out quickly... He got sad with every passing moment.. the time was coming when they had to part their ways again.. 

But then came the ride that made the change .. she was all exhausted coz of the journey... 

To comply the burns, she rested her head on his shoulder. That's when he saw the most beautiful girl next to him... It was a quick one hour journey to the airport.. he was holding her with all his strength like he doesn't want her to go, meanwhile making sure that she slept well .. it was the best ride of his life .. the day is saved like a bookmark in his life but this very ride is at another level... 
Cab stopped at the airport... She got up .. and asked Tera heartbeat itna fast Kyun chal rha h?? To which he smiled and thought .. My girl what else would it do when you are around...?? There was some more time for he to spend with she... But he kept the talks less to concentrate over her looks... she questioned, kya dekh rha h .. to which he did not reply but pat her cheeks...  He also planned to kidnap she as he did not want her to go... He was already missing her... 

The time came... She had to leave... It was really hard for he ... They hugged and then parted in a brief time... He plants a kiss on her forehead and controlled his emotions until she was in sight... As soon as she went inside the gate... His sight became hazy and few droplets fall on the ground... He gathered himself... And opened his phone to take a look at the pics.... 

Until next time ...!

#live.. #love... #prosper ..
~Abhishek Bose... 

“If Only… I knew you…” (Part I)

"It was the first time when I saw you, that’s when I realized I’ve never seen anything so PERFECT…"

Story Begins…

It was one of that morning back then, where everything from the inception seems so quintessential. He remembers it all. It was a long night that he conquered and saw the artistic golden sun got up like a baby and started painting the dark black sky to soothing orange. The morning brought buzzing bumble bees swarmed up in the air in glad searching for nectar to be turned into sweet honey. He gazed the scene as he was lost in his thoughts where he saw a blurry image that made his heart pump blood more than usual. A rush of adrenaline is enough to excite the moment. The scene was then intervened by a knock at the door.
He reached the destination with his friend where it happened. He was sitting outside in an open terrace when he heard a voice coming from a distance, a bit familiar though. He was expecting someone of the same age or a year younger at least but saw a baby boy running and trying to avoid something. He was a bit confused since the voice and the person had no match and the familiar voice seemed unfamiliar now.
He was about to scoot from the scene the familiar voice was there again, and it was closer than the last time, it was approaching as well. It was only a matter of time when He saw She. Same as the familiar voice He knew She from the springtime of life. He was seeing She after 5 years, and thus:
“ It was the first time when I saw you, that’s when I realized I’ve never seen anything so PERFECT ” ….


It’s when someone asked the definition of perfect, He could face it in front of him! The time that got stuck between "is it real?" and "Ohh, yes, it is real."  There she was, a complete blend of awe and wow! Just the hint that he remembers, she was wearing a yellow saree with borders to complete with pink and blue! The colours itself complementing one another! To make it the cherry, the kohl was there till the end to her eyes! How could one be that perfect? He for a second thought to pinch himself to get this confirmed, but he couldn't as he didn't want to miss even a single peck of the moment. She was there in front of him like no one is around. He was dumbstruck. Even now when he closes his eyes the sound that unknowingly came from her golden earrings is still in his senses! He could see the flash coming out behind her golden earrings, to deepen it with silver! Elegance can be defined, that's what he learnt that day! She was caring herself to the best. No makeups and no heavy accessories, plain beauty! Gosh, she was the best sight one could ever have…

And then... There was another voice that helped he to get outta that perfect moment …

“ Mimi kothay geli..??? “ … 

That's when he realised, he was caught… He remembers the caught sight as well… She looked dead straight at his eyes making a question mark with her eyebrows... 
He, on the other hand, was dumbstruck… Again..!! 

He’s friend - “ Tera ho gya ho to chalein ab..?? “


To be continued…...

#live.. #love.. #proser..

~Abhishek Bose

“A lie of truth”

"If possible... Do plug in your headphones and play 'Need you now' by Lady Antebellum"

She is falling in love with someone new, and one day he asks about you..


She cries when she tells him what you did to her, and he looks at her with sad eyes, “are you over him?” he asks her.


She doesn’t tell him that she has thought of you every single day for the last few months..


She doesn’t tell him that she keep the letters you wrote her under her pillow, and she reads them when she misses you..


She doesn’t tell him that she dreams about you a lot. She doesn’t tell him that she still sleeps with the stuffed animal you gave her..


She doesn’t tell him that she had been waiting for you to come back and that’s why she didn’t date much.. She didn’t tell him the truth..


She tells him, “Yes definitely.. I’m over Him…” because your handprints are scar on her heart, but she wishes they weren’t.


So, she lies to him, hoping that one day her lies will be true …

She’ll say she’s over you until one day her lies will be true..!!

#live.. #love.. #proser..

~Abhishek Bose

". . . . . Lost In Paradise . . . . ."

She's like
An abstract painting...
Someone who is
Full of color and meaning....
Defined by unique strokes and techniques,
An unpolished beauty
That I won't fix....


She's an art...
Who is yet to be known,
A treasure...
That I'm yet to own...!!!

#live.. #love.. #prosper ..✌🏼

~ Abhishek Bose..

A Page from Friendship

👉 (If-Possible) .................. Do plug-in earphones & play 'FLY-O' by Coldplay and then read....................

Hey,

I have a confession,

Love isn’t a passion,

It does have more than one dimension,

Do you remember the session?

You love that special someone,

But that’s not where the list ends,

The family is above everyone,

& above that are your Friends.

One late night you are hurting,

One rainy evening you feel a little lonely,

One busy afternoon you are crying,

They’ll come & problems will be friendly.

She has been there since the start,

She’s seen you through every end,

She will stay up until the last,

Cause she is Best Friend.

Bored in your class – you’ll get a note,

Bitching about someone you hope to love,

Too busy for life – you’ll get an invitation,

To do something you love.

If the world is crumbling down,

He will, he will find a joke in it,

The other one will sit you down,

& She will just laugh about it.

If the exams are closing on you,

He will come up with a story,

The other one will join the both of you,

You stay up not studying & then feel sorry.

You’ll plan the craziest of trips,

With more fun involved than reality,

The day of the trip – you plan the next trip,

With more fun than the last one – pity!

Unless you are lost in time,

Unless you have lost your mind,

It just feels like a huge crime,

To say – that’s always been on your mind.

To say,

How sad your life would be without them.

To say,

Please don’t ever leave me.

To say,

Guys, you know what.

I love you......

"The best time to make friends is before you need them."

#Live.. #Love.. #Prosper ... ✌

~ Abhishek Bose ..

All LOVE begins and ends here ..!!

( My Love... ❤️Maa❤️ ... )

Dear Mom....

What’s your problem?
This just isn’t right. To begin with, my existence in this world meant, they cut you open and poke a needle in your spine. And for nine months before that day, I literally fed off your nutrition. Yet you welcomed me in this world with a smile, while I cried my gut out in your tired arms..

What’s your problem?
Why do you continue to call me ten times a day, when you know I’d ignore the first seven, shout at you on the eight, pretend to not care on the ninth and finally have a curt conversation on the tenth call . I got off to sleep after that. But you smile it off and pray that I wake up happy. For me to shout on you, all over again the next day..

What’s your problem?
Why do you always know when something isn’t right? I’m grown up now, I’d like to believe I can act. Build tall buildings of lies. And hide things from you. Emotions. Screw ups. Even my feelings sometimes. But then you look at me. And you slightly smile. And stop at that. You’re the actor, so confidently pretending you don’t know what you definitely know..

What’s your problem?
Why do you cry, when I’m sad? Why do you laugh when I’m just smiling? Why do hurt when I feel a feeble pain? Why do you care even when I don’t?..

What’s your problem?
You’ve made sure that I get what I want, even if you don’t get what you need. You’ve saved me from dad , while I’ve ignored for you my friends. You’ve celebrated my accomplishments, when I’ve often disregarded your efforts as routine..

What’s your problem?
I don’t call often. I don’t hug so much now. I mock the tv shows that you watch. You’re not tech savvy. You don’t talk as fast as I do, in languages that I prefer. You’re not like me. And Thank God, for that.

Because you’re you. And me needs you, for me to breathe and be..

~ From the one n only ur always lil boyy😘😘 ...

Love you Maa..😘❤️

They are my Power.. Will.. Energy.. My positivity to withstand this world.. Warm regards to evry SuperMom out there.. Loads of jhappi and pappi to every Mother out there.. 

Yes we do need you the most in every second of our life..😊

#Live #Love #Prosper❤😘

~ Abhishek Bose ...