Yes..!! ‘ YOU ’ . . .

You are the stories and incidents that you never tell to anyone...

You are the thoughts that you get while standing under the shower.....

You are those memories that won't let you sleep at night peacefully...

You are those words that you will never say while speaking with someone.....

You are those scars that you always hide from everyone...

You are the feelings and emotions you will never let your loved one know.....

You are those little secrets that you will never let the world know...

You are the killed words whose feelings somehow survived.....

You are everything that you hide under the identity that you call the real you...

Behind those happy eyes, you hide a mind that is terribly chaotic and that's what makes you, 

so BEAUTIFUL …!!!

Yes...!! Its a long TIME . . .

Past Scene :

He : But, listen to me, for once..?? Babe.!!

She : Ohh C'mon... I thought abt it. Its over nw.. I dnt want to b in such bullshit again.. Stop nw..!! 

He : I knw I was a dumbass than, but I want to make things better btwn us babe... Trust me..

She : Stop being so Melo-Dramatic.. Move nw.. You pissing me off..!! 

He(in low voice) : Please ... Cant I deserve a secnd chance..???

She : Nope.. Enuf of this brain fucking stuff... M really happy dis way.. So move aside ur fat ass n lemme leave... 


He stood aside.. Clear sight became a bit hazy as the blurred image of She disappeared frm the corridor... 


Story Ends....!! 


"Two and Half years" later...

It was time for night to sleep and dawn to be awaken, He sat in the same place where, he had been sitting from the past .... (2 n haf yrs..!!) 


' Its been so long now.. And I'm awake.. Huhh.. Crazy me ...
(Inner He shouted- yes for She)

Its been so long nw.. And still mind dsnt blve dat my heart ♥ is still yours....

Its been so long now.. And still your smile give me the same soothing effect that it gave for the 1st time I saw you.. 

Its been so long nw..  And still your fragrance mesmerizes me in same way dat it had been than..

Its been so long nw... Still the feel of your touch calms me down the same way as an infant feel in his/her mothers lap ... 

Yes , it has been so very long nw...!!!

Every night I slpt wid a hope that "Koi subah... Jo me uthu... Bujhe agann.. Mile sukoon...", but there was always a reality check of loneliness and then, gazing the dark sky with " Gintaa rehta taare ... Lotoun mein angaare.. Khudse ladta firta.. Ye jag ko thokar maare..!" 


There wasn't a single day when I  stopped talking to you... As m doing nw..!! Its the only time when I'm happy and lively and, the best part is you listen to every single word of mine so innocently that I fall for you every single night and my Love for u become more intense... 
'But', this damm word 'But' gives u the reality check again weneva u want to be in those golden memories, the reality check comes in most realistic manner i.e., portraying the real you .. " Hai zindagi muhaal kyun... Bna lia yeh haal kyun..???" 

And inner you claming "Uljhaa Uljhaa rehta... Na sunta na kuch kehtaaa... Sooni sooni aakhon se reh reh paani behta.."

and ofcourse the present, defining itself " Toote saare naate... Haara me samjhate... 
   Bichde din or saathi... Fir wapis nai aate..!!" 


Oh Yes, the moments of displeasure seems so estatic... Yes I see the moon.. 
But i fail to feel the moonlight nw.. 

Though I feel the wind, but I am breathless.. 

Though I smile alott... 
But the pain inside me, make me cry every single night...


Seeing me many say.. " Ye ranj kyun.. Talaash kyun... Fira karein.. Udaas kyun..?? "

The only words that i manage than .. " Pyaasa reh gya hu... Me dariyaa se guzarr k...!! "


With such thoughts 'He' looked at a quote that was hanging there at the corner of the wall...

" Time Passes..!! Memories Fade..!! Feelings Change..!! People leave..!! 

But Heart ♥ never FORGET ..!!! "


This very quote brought a pint of smile on his face, as He looked more passionately at the  pic of 'He & She' in his purse... And just as he was about to close his purse, Door bell rang... 

Its was 5 a.m, He got up from his beanbag and opened the door with words.. 
"Dude you are late today.. Your Shifttttttt....!"

  FFFUUUCCCKKK ...!! 


SLAMMM... BANG...!!!! 
The door was shutt hurriedly... Heartbeat pumping...

He to himself  " What was that..?? Am I drunk without being drunk...??? It can't...

Cutting his thoughts the bell rang again.. 


He, with the purse and the pic still in his hand, opened the door...


A voice startled him..!!!

She : What...??? Have you seen a ghost..??? And wait a minute..!! 

"Yeh to wai pic hai na... The day we went out for our 1st date.. Yeh tmhre paas kese..?? I was looking for it all over my place and see, it is wid the ryt person..!! "

Sayin so 'She' Tightly Hugged 'He' .... Topping it with a peck on his Cheeks & Lips ..

"Idiot.. Duffer.. I too missed you alott like hell... I luv u yr.. 
Can't u say it first.. Huhh.. 

Yeh ladka kbh nai bdlegaaa.. " She whispered  ... 

Moist Eyes met..!! 


He :  "Stunned"
        "Heartbeat Skipped"
        "Time Froze"  ...!!


Story Begins...!!!🙂

We were..!! D.E.S.T.I.N.Y ...

Everyday as night approaches to dawn the inner me ask only one thing - "what has happened..?"

To which I become blank and then, Scenes start rolling..

Most of them may find it negative.. A few may find it boring & even they can say "what the hell is this..??" Or "Is it for real..?"

Few may find it relative in sense of their experience of the situation or being in those very moments.

I don't know where, I belong... Words left Unsaid or, expressed at times, it doesn't matter when you know that the things done cannot be undone now...!!

May be it was supposed to happen or May be it could have been chucked since with time life changes &, the changes happen only if the person wants them in first place.

It may be due to anything, being it too much of happiness, grief or the situation demanded the same...

But there is always a 'BUT' in every situation, in many cases (as for me..) :-

The ultimate redemption is not that you are in pain or you sulk because of that, its when you know and accept that you could have ceased those afflictions..

At last it sums up to be

"Yes we don't talk anymore...

Yes we care for each other but, we don't express it anymore...

Yes we are Just friends now...

Yes we don't laugh out together now...

Yes we don't walk beside each other holding hands now...

Yes we ........

                   'WERE'   "

Yes... We were.... Like the crimson sky missing the east. But, my hope burns as the night lamp, steadies in the mild breeze.
Night has approached yet again and I stay awake, in dire hope, as morn would dawn, we are to live in shades of what we were....!!!

                             -------- -------

Words Left Unsaid . . !

"Life would be running,
Dreams would be drowning...
It is a chase that never ends,
Rules that you set always bends..
At the hardest strike of clock,
I escape from this flock...
Words will never be rare,
Though they won't have that dare...
Under the dark,
It lit a spark...
Trees and mountains just passing by,
Questioned to what and why...
Teary eyes explains it all,
Like that smudge of her Kohl...
Shine of tear drops reflects the sun,
Mourn overwhelm back ground's fun...
I close my eyes,
To give this pain a rise..."

Story ends...

He proposes She by sending her a big message.

She receives that message, read it and goes to He..
Both meet, where they 1st got to know one another.
Now, both are in front of each other.
He smiles.

He wants to utter something but before he can do so, she commences "what do you think of yourself... What does that message all about? How dare you can say this to me. I can understand, but what does it mean that 'you fell sad, when I am happy', it simply means that you would be partying when I am sad. I never think about you like that way. I always consider you as a good friend. And you, you just made everything viral. That feelings you have for me, you pen it down. I just thought that they were for someone else. You just made it a story. Those words you wrote for me knowing that I don't even like you, you said them to me. You are just stupid. Plain dimwit. You said that you are not my type of guy. I don't have any type, moreover I don't want any type of guy. And you, by confessing this, what do you want to proof that you are great. Huh. Had it been not you I would not have came here to clarify this. See, I just don't. I don't like you. Do forget me. You can't be mine, and I won't be yours. That's it. These all are just futile. And it makes no sense that you still love me after knowing this that I don't. You just don't know me, I don't know you and I don't want to. I rarely know you. We even talk rarely. You said that you will always be there to impound my worries when I need them to be flushed the most. But I want to say you, That I don't want anyone to do this to me. Not you, specifically. I just want you to cut yourself from me, please. I don't want to prolong this for no reasons.
Please never ever cross me. Just let yourself away from me. I have had a lot already. What do you thought that I am going alone so its your chance now to hold my hands, and being a broken heart I will allow you to enter into my world. Just get this thing very clearly, I am not that type of girl. I never expected that you.. How could you yaar? Why did you do that? Why didn't you just tell me this before.
Just, just go away. I don't.. I just don't want to see you. I don't love you!!"
'She' goes away, leaving 'He' behind.
He on the other hand, stands there seeing She's go away. And when She is out of He's sight.

He:-
Chin- down.
Eyes- staring blank road and weeping.
Nose- catching cold.
Ears- refuse to hear anything.
Lips- getting weak.
Throat- choked.
Hands- loosely hanging.
Feet- stick to ground.

Story begins....
#aVi

"Those UNSAID words were only SAID inside...."

Hope . . .

As its said...


 "HOPE is the only bee that makes honey without flowers"





So what comes to your mind when you read or listen to this 4 letter word 'HOPE' ...

Its one of those most cogent idiom which degrades the bleak and turns a mortal pragmatic. When asked to different souls about this magic word, the replies encountered were...

Some person noted.. "Hope to add a little goodness in me and around me.. Hope that things would work and everyone who deserve would get what they are working for.."
Expectations..

Someone said.. "Hope is like.. What you desire and anticipate that the thing I desire is gonna happen sometime or the other.. Its not like I want xyz things and I know that I am gonna get it..that would be my expectations.. But if it is like I want this but probably I am not getting it..that would be a wish.. I guess its somewhere in the middle of wish and expectations.. Ummm like when you do something good.. You try to do it better than you already did.. And then you hope to make things better.. And when you actually do things to make that better.. "

So turning those desires and hopes into Reality..!!!

Some with serene intellect vocalized.. "Life.. Love.. Him/Her.."

Therefore the magic is INFERRED as.. "

                                                                     H- Have
                                                                     O- Only
                                                                     P- Positive
                                                                     E- Expectations
                                                                                                  "

It acts as a seed of beginning of every good things in life, giving birth to overcoming life.. Its the only thing which is always there with us and in us no matter whatever the situation may be.. It always believes for the best, even in the face of the worst circumstances. It proves out to be the most encouraging aspect on those situations when we feel defeated, we only  need to take a deep breath and say, “Yes,” and hope will reappear..

No matter how hard times seem, how stressful times are, how hopeless times feel, or how helpless we may feel, the one thing we always have is the strength and resources within us to keep a positive attitude and to keep the hope that pushes us forward.. To hope is to risk pain. But the reward is a more positive, happier and healed life..

We’re fragile people living in a futile world. While we are deciding and controlling the end result, we don’t allow the monumental field of possibilities that is open to us just beyond our vision. Things simply are not as they should be. Our ultimate hope is not in the healing of our bodies now, but in the redemption of our bodies then... Its like a dim light at the end of a tunnel, which keeps a person going, making him/her believe in own-self until the end line is crossed..

Thus most of the important things which are accomplished in life are achieved by continuous efforts when there seemed to be no hope at all... So..


Where there is HOPE.... There is HEALING....!!!!! 

Hug..!

It's the touch that gives you comfort,

It's the touch that makes you feel,

It's something that no one else can ever steal.

It's the sweetest human contact for the body and the mind,

It's the connection where two bodies link and bind.

It's what we search for when we feel all alone,

It can be so meaningful, the emotion is deep to the bone.

It's what makes us realize that someone else is there,

It's the touch that says, "Just know I'll always care."

It can say hello, it can say goodbye,

It can leap out when you're happy, or make you want to cry.

It can say "I love you" or "I'm really glad we're friends,"

It can be the last spark in a story that ends.

All you need is another soul to make you feel this snug,

It's the connection in our life...

Everyone needs a hug...!!!

Time..!!

Over times, the moments of displeasure seems so ecstatic. Over times even love seems so hateful. Overtimes even priorities make doubtful and over times, being near seems even so far. Though he saw the moon but he didn't feel the moonlight. Though he felt the wind, but he breathless. Though, he was smiling but his pain made him cry inside. His spirit was chained by ropes of great disappointment and guilt. As the tree bows even before the storm, the great flow of circumstances made him bow. They knew he wanted love, lust and company but no one knew, all he wanted in the end was to cry out his heart full...

Until We Meet AGAIN...!!!

Parting word, it is what most of us expect with curiosity. For out there, outside your homes with the smoking chimneys and the dusty rooms, it may not be pleasant but rather is makes you feel sublime. None cares for your parting off or your leaving as for them you are just the leaving rainy season. But, it is the summer that always comes, that dries even the eyes and the memories stay as the silhouetted fogs in the winters. Your grow old and the overcoat hangs beneath your knees dusting the trousers. Your stick is your mind and your experience is your soul. Those who surround, do not care whether you plucked the lotus out of the swamp or extracted sweetness out of the sour but they seek your words, your parting words for your life is the playhouse in the infinite forms. Feel what is beyond the touch, smell what surpasses the aura and see what hides the truth. Then, when you shall count your breathe, you shall speak grateful and my friend, 

your smile of happiness and content shall be your parting word...!!

Nano Wish...!

If my life was a night, then you came as the shooting star. Long before, could I utter a wish to have you, the star had died amidst the darkness. And all that remained was me and my gaze. And so my hopes as the crescent moon; I shall I see you again and perhaps, sooner in the dead of night. But, then, might my prayer may wander with the wind. I, being mortal will be long lost.

 But, you being the shooting shall haunt nights till eternity..!!!

Life is on....

LIFE z on, day after day And I slowly go away, I see ur pics evryday, If I
 see u next 2 never, How can I forget u forever…… However u hate, Whenever u
 wait…. I will always.. be der wid u!!! Whatever it takes, Or how my heart
 breakz, I will always.. be der wid u!! I always ignored u , for otherz
 sake, That I thought would impress u sumhow….. I hear ur catty screaming, I
 taste the tearz of blood, But I can’t get close 2 u … Oh! can’t u express
 urself babe…. Ur silence left me, goin’ freaky …. However u hate, Whenever
 u wait… I will alwayz.. be der with u!!! How can I forget the moment , I
 saw u for the first time… That took me completely 2 a different world of
 romance!! How can u ignore me forever… That bringz the recap of all the
 momentz, we wer together… Those are my valuablez forever.. I wonder how I
 can survive, Without ur SMILE .. EYES.. N DAT AWSM CHIKDISH PUCHU SHONA
 ATTITUDE….. dnt knw rainy wat to say juzzz dis…… And I will be der with u,

 till the END OF DIS WORLD……..!!

DREAM of TOGETHERNESS

As night has fallen and I look toward my dreams An image of you arrives it seems As I fall into slumbar a vision appears There you are standing, my eyes fill with tears You walk up and hug me, a gentle embrace My tears are resolved and a bright smile replaced You tell me that you love me and I say I love you too Our hearts fill with joy cause' we know that it's true We talk of tomorrows', our hopes and our dreams Of being together forever it seems Then just when I'm ready to love you again I wake from my sleep and realize where I am I'm so far away, I almost forgot It all seemed so real that it left me this thought If you believe in dreams, then you're going to find That dreams are just realities of our subconscious minds So don't worry because I'm not gone forever I'll just sleep again tonight And bring us back together .....

Coaching Class

Story Begins...

1st day of coaching class.

'He' occupied his seat very late, and as usual a back-bencher..

'She' as always a front-bencher.

Introduction process starts from last to 1st ..! 'He' was not interested as 'He' was busy playing games in his phone. Then SUDDENLY a voice appears...

"Hey guys.. I am..." She started..

Everything just freezed for 'He' , Violens started playing soft music :p , Breeze embracing all-over , and what not imagined :D ... before 'He' got to sqaure one , another voice interrupted....

"So guys thats all for today.. GUDNITE..." Sir announced..

'He' cursed himself for being a last-bencher( for he 1st time ;) ) as 'He' really wanted to interact with 'She' ....

With a sad face 'He' came out the class.. But was enlightened by the fact that everyone left except 'She' ..

"Hey ..!! What happened ?? Standing all alone ?? Any problem" He asked in a concerned voice ..

"Heya..!! Yeah.. Actually I am new to this place & I am confused en-routing to my society.. " She explained..

"No worrys..!! May I navigate you???" He replied ..
(OHH SHITT .. Navigate... BAD choice of VOCAB.. MY BAD MY BAD..)

"I dont mind , and its better to have a good company.. than to walk alone.." She said..

"WOOAAHH..!! So I am a good company than.. okzz LETSS ROLL.." He said and winked..

"I was saying on your behalf :P .. you will be having a good company than to walk alone.." She said and winked back ..

"HELL!! I dint get my line right.. Thanxx dear for being my WING-MAN ... OHH cut cut... WING-WOMAN" .. He chuckled ..

"Now... where do this WING n all comes from..?? " She asked as puzzeled ..

"Nevermind..!" He replied ..

A sudden BLACK-OUT with LIGHTENING stricked... And here is the MOMENT ...

'She' held 'He' tightly .. They came real close to one another.. They can even feel the warmth of their breath... Both breathing HEAVILY, with cold breeze passing by them... 'She' drew 'He' more closer to her.. And then 'He' bend his head forward towards her.. They came more CLOSER & CLOSER as moments passed...

AND THENNNNN.....

UMMMMMM..

"OOUCHHHHH....!!" He shouted..

"Kab se SOO rha hai NALAYAK .. Uth ja ab.. ' CLASS ' ka time ho rha hai... " MOM angrily shouted ..

Story ENDS ..!!

School

Story begins...

'He' and 'She' are best friends. A friendship of 2 n haf years.. but He started falling for She.. One fine day He decided to CONFESS about his feelings to She..

"THE DAY STARTED"

He was waiting for She ... Every single second was like years passing for He .. The waiting was a heck of a task.. Finally She came running to He .. Hugged Tightly...

Both came up in UNISON.. "I want to CONFESS something ..!!"

"You speak first" , He replied..

"No you will speak ... speakkk... speakkkkk..." She urged with a cute naughty smile and a wink ..

"Hahaha... thats never happening .. Me speaking in ahead of you" ... He replied..

After hitting the right shoulder of He.. She replied..
"You know m very happy today.. Cloud 9 sort of.. "

"Ohh wow.. may i knw the reason" He questioned..

"Yeah .. dats y i came up to u.... you knw what..??" She giggled
"What dear..?" He replied

Then She replied in one go...
"C dat guy standing over there... I told u na... I was having a crush on him.. Today the guy came up to me .. Sat on his Knees and Proposed me.. I LOVE YOU.. I was so excited at dat moment.. I accepted the proposal.. I am so happy yarr .."

"WOWEEE... CONGRATSSS..." He hugged She..

"Hey u wanna CONFESS something too na ..??.. wats dat.." She enquired

"Ohh.. dat.. nothing important.. its juz not ryt at dis moment.. common ur guy must be waiting, dnt wait him wait... okk bye.. CYAA" He replied, turned around n started walkin...

"HEY.. Wait... I did right na..??" She asked

"You are Always Right my DEAR.." He replied and LEFT ..!

Story ENDS ..