Everyday as night approaches to dawn the inner me ask only one thing - "what has happened..?"
To which I become blank and then, Scenes start rolling..
Most of them may find it negative.. A few may find it boring & even they can say "what the hell is this..??" Or "Is it for real..?"
Few may find it relative in sense of their experience of the situation or being in those very moments.
I don't know where, I belong... Words left Unsaid or, expressed at times, it doesn't matter when you know that the things done cannot be undone now...!!
May be it was supposed to happen or May be it could have been chucked since with time life changes &, the changes happen only if the person wants them in first place.
It may be due to anything, being it too much of happiness, grief or the situation demanded the same...
But there is always a 'BUT' in every situation, in many cases (as for me..) :-
The ultimate redemption is not that you are in pain or you sulk because of that, its when you know and accept that you could have ceased those afflictions..
At last it sums up to be
"Yes we don't talk anymore...
Yes we care for each other but, we don't express it anymore...
Yes we are Just friends now...
Yes we don't laugh out together now...
Yes we don't walk beside each other holding hands now...
Yes we ........
'WERE' "
Yes... We were.... Like the crimson sky missing the east. But, my hope burns as the night lamp, steadies in the mild breeze.
Night has approached yet again and I stay awake, in dire hope, as morn would dawn, we are to live in shades of what we were....!!!
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To which I become blank and then, Scenes start rolling..
Most of them may find it negative.. A few may find it boring & even they can say "what the hell is this..??" Or "Is it for real..?"
Few may find it relative in sense of their experience of the situation or being in those very moments.
I don't know where, I belong... Words left Unsaid or, expressed at times, it doesn't matter when you know that the things done cannot be undone now...!!
May be it was supposed to happen or May be it could have been chucked since with time life changes &, the changes happen only if the person wants them in first place.
It may be due to anything, being it too much of happiness, grief or the situation demanded the same...
But there is always a 'BUT' in every situation, in many cases (as for me..) :-
The ultimate redemption is not that you are in pain or you sulk because of that, its when you know and accept that you could have ceased those afflictions..
At last it sums up to be
"Yes we don't talk anymore...
Yes we care for each other but, we don't express it anymore...
Yes we are Just friends now...
Yes we don't laugh out together now...
Yes we don't walk beside each other holding hands now...
Yes we ........
'WERE' "
Yes... We were.... Like the crimson sky missing the east. But, my hope burns as the night lamp, steadies in the mild breeze.
Night has approached yet again and I stay awake, in dire hope, as morn would dawn, we are to live in shades of what we were....!!!
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