Yes...!! Its a long TIME . . .

Past Scene :

He : But, listen to me, for once..?? Babe.!!

She : Ohh C'mon... I thought abt it. Its over nw.. I dnt want to b in such bullshit again.. Stop nw..!! 

He : I knw I was a dumbass than, but I want to make things better btwn us babe... Trust me..

She : Stop being so Melo-Dramatic.. Move nw.. You pissing me off..!! 

He(in low voice) : Please ... Cant I deserve a secnd chance..???

She : Nope.. Enuf of this brain fucking stuff... M really happy dis way.. So move aside ur fat ass n lemme leave... 


He stood aside.. Clear sight became a bit hazy as the blurred image of She disappeared frm the corridor... 


Story Ends....!! 


"Two and Half years" later...

It was time for night to sleep and dawn to be awaken, He sat in the same place where, he had been sitting from the past .... (2 n haf yrs..!!) 


' Its been so long now.. And I'm awake.. Huhh.. Crazy me ...
(Inner He shouted- yes for She)

Its been so long nw.. And still mind dsnt blve dat my heart ♥ is still yours....

Its been so long now.. And still your smile give me the same soothing effect that it gave for the 1st time I saw you.. 

Its been so long nw..  And still your fragrance mesmerizes me in same way dat it had been than..

Its been so long nw... Still the feel of your touch calms me down the same way as an infant feel in his/her mothers lap ... 

Yes , it has been so very long nw...!!!

Every night I slpt wid a hope that "Koi subah... Jo me uthu... Bujhe agann.. Mile sukoon...", but there was always a reality check of loneliness and then, gazing the dark sky with " Gintaa rehta taare ... Lotoun mein angaare.. Khudse ladta firta.. Ye jag ko thokar maare..!" 


There wasn't a single day when I  stopped talking to you... As m doing nw..!! Its the only time when I'm happy and lively and, the best part is you listen to every single word of mine so innocently that I fall for you every single night and my Love for u become more intense... 
'But', this damm word 'But' gives u the reality check again weneva u want to be in those golden memories, the reality check comes in most realistic manner i.e., portraying the real you .. " Hai zindagi muhaal kyun... Bna lia yeh haal kyun..???" 

And inner you claming "Uljhaa Uljhaa rehta... Na sunta na kuch kehtaaa... Sooni sooni aakhon se reh reh paani behta.."

and ofcourse the present, defining itself " Toote saare naate... Haara me samjhate... 
   Bichde din or saathi... Fir wapis nai aate..!!" 


Oh Yes, the moments of displeasure seems so estatic... Yes I see the moon.. 
But i fail to feel the moonlight nw.. 

Though I feel the wind, but I am breathless.. 

Though I smile alott... 
But the pain inside me, make me cry every single night...


Seeing me many say.. " Ye ranj kyun.. Talaash kyun... Fira karein.. Udaas kyun..?? "

The only words that i manage than .. " Pyaasa reh gya hu... Me dariyaa se guzarr k...!! "


With such thoughts 'He' looked at a quote that was hanging there at the corner of the wall...

" Time Passes..!! Memories Fade..!! Feelings Change..!! People leave..!! 

But Heart ♥ never FORGET ..!!! "


This very quote brought a pint of smile on his face, as He looked more passionately at the  pic of 'He & She' in his purse... And just as he was about to close his purse, Door bell rang... 

Its was 5 a.m, He got up from his beanbag and opened the door with words.. 
"Dude you are late today.. Your Shifttttttt....!"

  FFFUUUCCCKKK ...!! 


SLAMMM... BANG...!!!! 
The door was shutt hurriedly... Heartbeat pumping...

He to himself  " What was that..?? Am I drunk without being drunk...??? It can't...

Cutting his thoughts the bell rang again.. 


He, with the purse and the pic still in his hand, opened the door...


A voice startled him..!!!

She : What...??? Have you seen a ghost..??? And wait a minute..!! 

"Yeh to wai pic hai na... The day we went out for our 1st date.. Yeh tmhre paas kese..?? I was looking for it all over my place and see, it is wid the ryt person..!! "

Sayin so 'She' Tightly Hugged 'He' .... Topping it with a peck on his Cheeks & Lips ..

"Idiot.. Duffer.. I too missed you alott like hell... I luv u yr.. 
Can't u say it first.. Huhh.. 

Yeh ladka kbh nai bdlegaaa.. " She whispered  ... 

Moist Eyes met..!! 


He :  "Stunned"
        "Heartbeat Skipped"
        "Time Froze"  ...!!


Story Begins...!!!🙂

We were..!! D.E.S.T.I.N.Y ...

Everyday as night approaches to dawn the inner me ask only one thing - "what has happened..?"

To which I become blank and then, Scenes start rolling..

Most of them may find it negative.. A few may find it boring & even they can say "what the hell is this..??" Or "Is it for real..?"

Few may find it relative in sense of their experience of the situation or being in those very moments.

I don't know where, I belong... Words left Unsaid or, expressed at times, it doesn't matter when you know that the things done cannot be undone now...!!

May be it was supposed to happen or May be it could have been chucked since with time life changes &, the changes happen only if the person wants them in first place.

It may be due to anything, being it too much of happiness, grief or the situation demanded the same...

But there is always a 'BUT' in every situation, in many cases (as for me..) :-

The ultimate redemption is not that you are in pain or you sulk because of that, its when you know and accept that you could have ceased those afflictions..

At last it sums up to be

"Yes we don't talk anymore...

Yes we care for each other but, we don't express it anymore...

Yes we are Just friends now...

Yes we don't laugh out together now...

Yes we don't walk beside each other holding hands now...

Yes we ........

                   'WERE'   "

Yes... We were.... Like the crimson sky missing the east. But, my hope burns as the night lamp, steadies in the mild breeze.
Night has approached yet again and I stay awake, in dire hope, as morn would dawn, we are to live in shades of what we were....!!!

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